afraid
i’m afraid again…
i don’t know exactly what it is i’m afraid of
actually i’m afraid of what fear feels like
it overwhelms your body
makes you tremble
your heart pounds hard and fast
your body breaks out in a cold sweat
this feeling is unnatural
i really want it to go away because I don’t need it in my life
it stops me from going on adventures
i never felt this way before so why am i letting it consume my life now????
i wish there was a magic pill to help me control the fear
even w/ all the support I have now that I’m back in l.a
i’m still afraid
i’m starting to feel the fear more often
wwwwhhhyyyy??
what is this sense of control that I need to have all of a sudden?
go awaaaaaaaay
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