its been awhile
well its been awhile since i wrote in this thing but i am definitely missing it a lot. I feel like writing is a huge release for me. I’m sure many people do. i’ve been needing to write b/c i feel so trapped by the fear and the panic that has so easily consumed my life. i feel misunderstood often and even tho i constantly try to explain my point of view i don’t know seem to get across to very many people. I am on my 2nd therapist. i loved the 1st one but she was just too expensive. then the 2nd one decided to say some inappropriate shit.
the boyfriend and i have our ups and downs as any re/ship does. right now we are recovering from a down! but we’re getting a lot better. he works a lot so he isn’t around that much which sssuuuuuxxxxx b/c i love to be around him.
i’m working on building friendships in my MFT program and so far so good ! hopefully we stay friends ya know!
i’m going to come up with a poem soon
